Ok, so I had a 45-min long read with Carla this eve, mainly because I am having a horrific time at work and desperate to leave. I have been applying for jobs left right and centre but not much has been happening. Carla calmed me down and said she saw the role I am going to will arise in the next two weeks. She said it will be a career-maker of a move, and will carve a great career path for me. I am so excited for that to occur!! (Will report back once it has.)
After that topic, I decided to ask Carla about past lives, and how they relate to some fears I have had in this life. Those fears being two things: fear of men, and also fear of heights.
Re the fear of men, this has been something that has been with me since day dot, hence why I wondered if there was something from a past life thing relating to this. My first memory of this relates to when I was in the playground as a very young child, and a boy teasing that they wanted to kiss me, and me literally FREAKING out. I went home and was hysterical to my mother that I couldn’t go to school the next day because it terrified me so much. Totally disproportionate and extreme reaction. Through life I did go on to have boyfriends, etc., but things always have to move suuuper slow and if they go too quick in the initial stages then game over completely – takes a lot for me to trust intentions, etc.
Anyway so Carla looks into this, and she reported that she could see me as a dark-haired teenager living in a city by the ocean and working as a … prostitute. Carla was like “I don’t mean to offend.” Lol. She said that a group of sailors/ pirates came to town, and kidnapped me. She said they had no intention of paying for the “services” they wanted from me, so they took me and kept me as their sex slave on their boat. There they repeatedly took turns with me. She said that I begged them to kill me, and that I would have killed myself – except that I was permanently tied up and so wasn’t able to do so. Carla said that after a couple of years of this, I died of scurvy, and that she could see my skin covered in pus-covered sores. She commented that she had never seen anyone die from scurvy before. So I was like WOW. I wasn’t sure what I was going to hear, but that completely blew my mind! And what Carla didn’t know, is that I actually am a sailor in this life! As a hobby that is, I have done it for several years. And being female, I quite often am the only female or one of only a few females, on boats full of men. Carla said that my sailing in this life is a way of healing from this past life, and it’s to get over those latent fears. Wowzer! Incidentally, all the men I have ever sailed with have been proper old-school gentlemen.
My second fear was my fear of heights, which is a really crippling fear that I have. Just watching someone skydive on tv brings me out in sweaty palms. But again, no real rationale explanation for it.
So Carla looks, and reports that she sees me this time in a past life as a young man. She said that I was in a group of men who travelled to climb mountain ranges all over the world – we were known for our ascending of heights, Carla said – it was almost like Olympic level, and that we were extremely fit. I traveled with 2 other men and we were extremely close friends. Carla said that the three of us were on a trip climbing in Antarctica. We were ascending a height and I was attached by equipment where there was a strap attached around my waist. Anyway, due to the intense cold the strap snapped, and I fell and died. Carla said that my two friends made a structure and carried me all the way down, where they cried over my dead body. This made me feel very emotional. She said that of my two friends, one of them gave up climbing altogether after that, and whilst the other went on to climb – it was never the same for him. Jeeeez.
What Carla didn’t know, is that I have a thing for mountains, and that I love hiking. Unfortunately though, over the years, health problems have prevented me hiking as much as I would like. I also have an aversion to the cold, and I really really feel the cold, I am very sensitive that way, I literally cannot bear being cold. I also love reading books on expeditions by mountaineers, and in my bookcase I have a book about 3 men that travelled across Antarctica to the South pole, and books on Everest, as well as other places. It’s always held a fascination for me. I read about them because that level of hiking is not something that I would be able to do myself. Now I understand why I am drawn to it though!
Oh and Carla also said that the Antarctica life was in the 1800s, can you imagine being in that region with what they had available clothing-wise in that era! Brrrrr!! The level of cold is just not even imaginable.
So all I can say is, mind completely blown!!! My read was today, and I don’t feel I have properly digested everything yet that I heard. Explains a lot of things for def. Carla has blown me away once again!
Thank you so much Carla!
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